I was forced on three days of unpaid vacation, from my shitty cubical corporate job. All I can do is sit here feeling sorry for myself, while I wonder how I became such a fuck up. Three minutes....I was exactly three minutes late one day this week and one day last week. In other words, if I would have dragged my lazy butt out of bed 3 minutes earlier I wouldn't be at home having a pity party. I just keep cursing the corporate world, thinking of the last 5 years of my life I gave them, based on tenure alone I should get some sort of a pass right? Then again...
when did I become that person...the employee that blames the company they work for instead of taking responsibility for the issues at hand. When did I become that person that gets called into Human Resources and begins to spout out every excuse in the book as to why I shouldn't be penalized for being late. Honestly....are you kidding me! I didn't become this person...I have always been this person. I have always been the one with the purse full of excuses for everything that could possibly go wrong. I was raised to be independent, and I think I took it to the wrong level. Defend myself in every way possible, even if I know I am wrong. That's how I have always been, and that's how I am today.
The question is...how will I walk into work on Tuesday and face all those fellow employees that have known all along what I am just know figuring out. I deserved to be suspended, in fact I am sure I deserve much worse. The only person to blame for my tardiness is me. So I will sit here on my laptop and type away my pitiful sorrows. How can I take myself seriously! I get three days vacation and all I can do is sit here and feel sorry That's it...I am determined to have a great time with myself...for myself! I am off...to the place where every Women goes on days like these...the Mall.
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The same three days you were suspended I spent on vacation in Sydney. I think that is weird. It is too bad you couldn't have been there with me enjoying the time off. Your work is lame. There should be some leniency. I used to give the girls three warnings before writing them up even once!
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